WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
im finally free from my textbooks!
LIKE FOR REAL!
hahaha.
ohwell, i've already so much plans ahead that i've schedule.
i'm not gonna waste my holiday!
so gonna make full use of it
well, i'm not going to club, that's for sure.
it's not the kind of place i'll enjoy myself
in fact, i hate going to crowded places.
having to squeeze and ETC.
ewwer. it piss me off.
{agreed by my trissy baby for the stuffs i've mentioned above}
he hate going to club too.
that's where we are similar in this way.
well, we actually pretty similar in a lot of ways. ((:
e.g in our opinions and thoughts:D
one word to describe us - telepathy!
hahaha.
right, baby boy? hahaha. i know you will read this! HAHAH.

well, i cant wait for my trissy baby's birthday!
ive got him a surprise, which cost a bomb!
hahah. but its worth it!
i know he will love it!
we are so gonna stay out at some posh place!
hahaha
not to mention where!
:D
&& gonna plan with peilin on the x'mas party.
hahah.
trissybaby and cliques will settle certain stuffs
while the girls work on the theme and etc.
food and many more!
its gonna be so much fun!
anyway, my evil twin is joining and my rosieposie.
hahahah.
3days 2 nights
x'mas eve till 26dec
woah!
OHHH! im gonna celebrate with baby on NEW YEAR!
our first NEW YEAR together and many more to come!
:D
our plans to australia & maldives !
after baby's NS!
& im so gonna get my licence!
so i can fetch baby boy!
hahah
thinking of getting baby's dream car!
mummy agreed on it!
hahaha
yayness.
baby will be so thrilled.
it will be OUR CAR!
:D
i really love tristan foo rong sheng so much! :D
teehee.
you're the love of my life!
irreplaceable.
i'll cherish baby! (;

alright, i'll stop here!
im lazy to continue on!
TAKECARE.
love y'all!

p.s) don't read my blog if you hate me, so simply back off! you're life is just so pathetic!
GET A FRIGGIN' LIFE. dont waste that few seconds of your life reading my blog when you
secretly hate me.
(pardon me readers!) you know who you are, i dont have to state it here clearly, yeah?
if not it will end up to be a humiliation. & im just being nice not to state your name, dont push me further! Or else you'll be sorry.

posted by renee @ 12:04:00 AM 0 Comments

my love went for his outfield.
i really miss him so badly.
despite its 6days, its terrible.
neither can he text me nor call me in the night.
i feel so empty and upset.
i've tried to convince myself that,
i've just spend 2 nights with him and i should be more than contented.
i'm wordless right now.
all i want to do its just expressing my feelings out.
i really hope he will be fine. hmmm.
well, whenever i think of him,
tears will eventually streamed down uncontrollably.
(you guys might think is exaggerating, i admit that, im emotional)
i really love my boyfriend so muchy!
ohboy, in another 3 months my 1st yr anniversary with my precious boy!
well, i dont think we are able to celebrate as i'll be taking my major exam.
& so, baby promised me we will celebrate it after my examination.
we've planned so much stuffs and
we've pinky promise one another to work towards it. c:
alright,
love y'all
takecare.

posted by renee @ 10:37:00 PM 0 Comments

im feeling vulnerable!
Be it lies, past.
Alright, im caught between. Im just feeling really terrible. 2 different stories. Its totally absurd! Damn It! Who am i to believe? I hate my history. What i hope for is my happiness. Why must it be so complicated? What will i get in the end knowing everything? Relief? Hell no! All i will feel is.. Even hurt, even painful. The word 'why' just kept flashing in the back of my mind. I am hoping for a answer however i dont wish it would be what ive thought of. I just feel horrible. I hate everything. Really! Please dont lie.. Be it, rumours, facts. :'( please dont hurt me! Ive enough. I am just scare. Really! Ive no idea whats real of fake.

posted by renee @ 7:03:00 PM 0 Comments

card made by everyone who is present at the steamboat party! so pretty!
:D






{our photo at sentosa siloso beach resort}
tristanhubby gave me a surprise! :D
hees.




my surprise steam-boat birthday party! ;D




hubby got this for me :D a cute bun with a heart on it ! so cute! i didnt bear to eat it ;D

{my tattoo}


dinner at the beach, baby wasnt in it as he was snapping this shot ;D

AFTER OUR DINNER :D we went back to play pool (;





Having our welcome-drink at hardrock cafe :D

posted by renee @ 10:01:00 PM 0 Comments

{i miss him dearly~}

oh well, ive decided to blog.
im still widely awake ! ohboy.
thats cause im starving!
ive skipped dinner.
[anyway, i wont be starving for long as daddy is gonna cook!
HAHA. DADDY'S FOOD IS MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE!]
Reason for that is --> i was doing my tuition assignment till i got so exhausted and my back went cramp! hahaha.
i decided to give myself a break so i went and slept next to daddy;D hahah.
he is such a love! he asked me about trissyhubby;D
how is he coping and etc in camp.
i was like "yup he is fine however his training was tiring."
so daddy said "its like that, every guys have to undergo this training to be a real man" :D hahaha.
i was like "oh yea"
well, actually i know deep down daddy's heart he secretly miss the presence of my trissy! hahah. {its mummy who told me that! haha}
mummy also confessed to me that she misses him too.
As trissylove normally hang out at my place and chat with daddy and mummy.
we will head for supper and etc until my love surrender.
hahah.
{another thing was --> my grandma likes trissy too! }
i miss those time :(

well, im always looking forward everyday --> 10pm-1025pm
thats when baby is able to call me!
i'll yearn for it.
when i saw his name appearing on my caller ID,
i'll immediately pick up my mobile with excitement
as if ive won some lottery. {which i didnt}
i was over the moon hearing his voice.
my heart skipped a beat.
it makes me feel as if im talking to my crush on the phone. hahah.
{pardon me if you find it exaggerating but its true}
ive never actually miss a guy till such extreme extend. hahah.
comparing with my past relationship {nah-ah. not even one worth the missing.}

okay, im glad that ive spend quality time with my trissy.
-sentosa resort {4days 3nights}
he gave me a birthday surprise.
we stay in a suite with private jacuzzi. teehee.
i really enjoy my time with him.
we went to catch movie, play games etc.
-trip to bali with my family member.
we stay in hardrock cafe.
COOLBEANS!
its my 2nd time heading there after a long period of time.
this time round was special, we went and play water sports it was splendid.
ILOVEIT.
`scuba-diving
`flying-fish
`parsailing
`jetski
`banana boat.
hahah.

on my second attempt sitting on the banana boat, i fall into the sea.
i was so shocked.
haha.
thats due to the bumpy waves and strong current. ahahaha.
trissyhubby was so panick and shouted at the man to stop ;D
looking at his anxious expression, my heart melts.
he switched place with me and ask me grab on tight.
MY LOVE! ~

and i was astonished that trissy and his group of lovely peeps
gave me a surprise!
A steamboat party at alvin's place! woah!
trissylove really good at acting. ahaha.
i got jacked!
hahaha.
i definitely enjoy it and appreciate everything they put up for me!
THIS YEAR IS MY BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!




I LOVE MY MR.TRISTAN !

posted by renee @ 12:44:00 AM 0 Comments

alright, ive got a confession to make. I dont feel good at all. Thats cause my love is going to enter NS. Ohboy, i cant imagine i am gonna be apart from him for 2 weeks. Which means he cant book out or whatsoever. {Okay, maybe to some girls they dont really mind at all.} ive been in a foul-mood. I just kept pondering. I am so worry though. Tears will eventually welled up my eyes. My emotions are so screwed up. I really cant bear.. Sigh. I just wanna cry out loud. I just feel very heartpain. Hmmm. I really love him wholeheartedly. :(

posted by renee @ 7:33:00 PM 0 Comments

yay. just got back from sentosa;D
well, 4days 3 night. haha.
I spend those days with my boyfriend(;
oh boy! he is love ~
we booked a suite !
GOSHHH! its cool and beautiful!
We have our very own jacuzzi at the 2nd storey connected to our room!
oh myyyy.
alright!
gotta go.
i'll update soon ! ;DD

posted by renee @ 8:44:00 PM 0 Comments